Perfect... just perfect.

C:
"Certain flaws are necessary for the whole. It would seem strange if old friends lacked certain quirks." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

And quirks I've got by the truckload. Whether its my hatred towards mayonnaise, my overzelousness to keep all the dishes in the house clean whether someone is in the process of using it or not, my obsession with clean sheets and my excitement over the simpler things in life like: the monthly cosmo quiz or bubbles. What would everyone be if they didn't have their own little signature weird behaviors? Boring, to say the least. But little obsessions aren't all that make evryone's prints in your mind a little different.. there are also the flaws. The ones that we never truly understand but accept anyway because we love that person or maybe we just look past them because our own flaws are more obvious. My main flaw is that I place other peoples opinions above my own.. something that I've been struggling with since I was 17. Slowly but surely I am starting to consider how my choices will effect my life as opposed to fixating on how they will effect everyone else's. After all, at the end of the day its all about you isn't it? Hence forth my resolution for 2008... To hell with everyone else its all about me this year!! Woo Hoo! Sometimes you just have to grab life by the balls and make it your bitch instead of whining about how things don't' go your way.




M: I many flaws that i have yet to make better. some flaws i haven't pointed out but my friends have. others i have acknowledged to improve upon and make myself better. One of my flaws is i tend to procrastinate allot. Most of the objectives i have to accomplish i can easily do. just that my lazy mind decides to take a vacation most of the time. My laziness is what affects me and others who are involved. This only diminishes my goals or set them further away from me than originally planned. also trust is not as strong with you when others depend on you in the business world. Plus i have yet to grow up. I tend to play allot of games with people. its great to be nuts!!!!.....but, still to take life seriously is what i can only define as me playing HALO and making sure i have enough ammo for the next level.. a flaw isn't what you can change to impress someone, or to FIND approval from the opposite sex, or a chance to enter the Higher Social club of the world....its the flaw that makes YOU feel better about yourself and making sure your doing things right........and in end even with my inner flaws...i think I'm an OK person........as one Chinese proverb sez.....and i quote.....A diamond with a flaw is better than a common stone that is perfect.

The Cat that swallowed the canary.

M: Murder!!!Has this thought has ever entered your mind. C'mon!!!! tell me it hasn't .......i know its has for me..... especially killing a certain person with Chips in her hair............BUT anyways...when you DO murder that someone...the question is what to do after?......in many gangster movies murder happens all the time and the methods are explained towards how to "clean up"after a job...one way is cutting your victim in several parts.taking out the hair and teeth. Starve around 15 pigs for a couple of days before. dispose of the teeth and hair. feed the severed parts to the pigs wait around 6 mins and those with go thru them bones like butter. so that's one way to do it....and that is CALLED " GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER!!! ". Only problem is i wish it were the same with any situation. All us have one one time where we did something were not supposed to and gotten away with it clean. I mean clean pero clean,in the way that NO ONE will catch yo ass for sure.Hence the saying "getting away with murder". Oh the sweet sweet relief that you know you will NEVER get caught and that you are the biggest bad ass. also that pathetically its all in your mind no one knows how much of bad ass you are for slipping thru. People ask you why are you so happy and or having a weird looking smirk on your face.There's so much crap I've done that i don't think i can say them all on this Blog. have any of you have any confessions you can go on and say it...........i know i wont .......(Minus -Balls



C: If I had a dime for every time I have thought about murdering someone I'm sure I would have quite an impressive balance in my checking account. Unfortunately money doesn't deposit itself into your bank account magically with every thought you have about smothering someone with their own pillows or running over someone with your car in a dark parking garage. If that were true, then I'm sure we'd all be set for life. Moving on, I got to thinking about committing the perfect murder.. many scenarios came to mind: Burn the remains, grind the body up and dump in several different paces, eat them? Who knows.. especially with all these CSI shows on TV which seem to be able to link someone to a murder based on a single cell of microscopic evidence. However despite all of the scientific advancements I'm sure that there has to be a certain number of murders that go unsolved. The question is how do you do it? I've thought about this briefly a number of times and I think the best way to get away with it is if you choose someone at random, someone no one can connect you with. Then you'd have to do it in the least messy way as to not leave a whole lot of evidence behind, and third I think they best way to get rid of the body would be to burn it till its dust and spread it somewhere like the ocean... I obviously don't know the details but I'm pretty sure that you'd get away with it if you did it like that. What do you guys think??

Is the glass half empty.. or half full?