Hey baby.. whats yo name?

M: Though everyones life theres moments in the college life where you get to have some "fun". by that i mean the good ol' one night bang in the bunny bed followed by the classic temp amnesia i get the next day. It then becomes a usual routine where you go alone or take out the the person of your choice, go to the social shin-dig, then either score or end the evening in a sweet nice goodbye. How long can i go for?......how much puteria can i do before i find the "one"?..............the answer is i don't know......how easy right?.Well like most people the question stands is where am i in my love life?..is it just to look for the "one" to have memories of a lifetime or to just have random one nighters with semi-hot and hot chicks. love or lust and i guess so far in my life ive been in lust ......i tried the other and ended up picking up pieces......therefore i improve on myself and enjoy whats going on now. Theres a little paper i once read that some old man handed to me, that said theres a time for everything. A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep, and a time to throw away ,A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together; A time to be silent, and a time to speak, A time to love, and a time to hate.

C: Love or lust? I would have to say that for the last 6 years its been lust, definately. A restless spinning door of guy after guy who I date for aproximately 2 months (or even less) before I start getting bored of and move on to the next one in line. For most of them, I barely remember what they look like.. a few of them I dont even remember their names. Quick flickers in a dark room. Thinking back on why I chose to bounce from one dude to another so quickly is clearly the result of a love lost long ago as is the case in almost everyones life. Once you get burned that wall is never thick enough is it? Its easy to cast someone aside if you never let yourself feel anything for them, not to mention safer. But now that I have had my share of fun (and I believe a few other peoples shares as well :) i think its time to try the love thing, for real this time. No running away at the first sign of real emotion, or not returning calls because he is getting 'used to me' being around, time to let the past be just that.. the past. I've always wondered why it is that I only got burned once and am terrified of the hurt again while other people get hurt WAY worse then me and seem to open up without any restrictions. I guess they are more brave them I am.. well not anymore. in 2008 its all about LOVE!!.. unless I meet a really hot guy at a party. Hey, old habbits die hard ;)